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Saturday, July 31
是你还是我变了？ 我们不再像以前那样要好了。 有说有笑，天天都很快了。 天天玩在一起。 一起吃饭，一起回家，一起努力，一起在风雨中撑着一把小雨伞所度过的时光。 难道你忘了吗? 而我还记得很清楚，就行昨天才刚发生是的。 在风雨中，我们所一起走过的路，在最艰难的时候我们互相鼓励着对方，那时我和你的回忆啊。 我不会忘记的，就算我们不再像以前那么好了。你还会是我最要好的朋友。 不管你现在是否把我当成好朋友，我们曾经经历过的美好回忆我会牢牢记住的。 也许是我敏感，也许是我想太多了。 你不在跟我说你的事。 我们现在感觉就像陌生人一样，只是习惯在一起而在一起。 我们之间不知何时有了隐形的墙。 我再也听不到你的心声，我看到的只是你偶尔勉强地对着我笑。 你虽然是笑着但我干却好陌生。 你明明就在我的身边但我却感觉不到你。 也许你觉得我不再是你认识的那个我，而慢慢的远离我。 我不否认我变了。 时间过了每个人都会变，没有人能永远不变。 而感情也一样。 我也很明白，当我们不再是同班了。 我们的友情就会变淡了。 但我从没想过变化会那么大，友情会变得那么的淡。 我从没想过，我也不想要去想。 因为失去一个你珍惜的人是件很痛苦的事。 她明明就在你身边但你却不再了解她了。 虽然我们在一起的时间并不多。 但跟你在一起的回忆远比你想象的还要多。 谢谢你这一直以来的照顾和陪伴。 就算我们不再像以前那么要好了，你还会是我的好朋友。 友情和爱情两者都不能少。 应为谁也替代不了谁。 没有了友情就像人生没有了光芒。 没有了爱情就像人生没有了彩色。 没有了光芒我们又怎样能看到彩色？ 而没有了彩色人生还有什么意义呢？ 爱情是不能替代友情的，而友情也不能替代爱情。 要拥有两者才能算完整。 而现在的我没有了爱情，连那微弱的光芒也要失去了吗？ 当我了解现在的情况时，我的泪早已弄湿了我的脸。。。 Labels: 再见
++ fading away at 10:32 PM Thursday, July 29
nothing to post...
really tired today... after school still need to do arts. well two more weeks to go before we end our coursework! just feel like time really flies. in few weeks time we will be having our prelims and english O level oral D: and i have not prepared for it(OMG). i dun really feel like going to school tommorrow as the maths thingy is going on. i really not in the mood to compete and i dun feel like studying at all. all i want to do is sit in front of my lappy and rot! LOL! and i have lots of chinese homework too D: Labels: NOTHING
++ fading away at 10:05 PM Wednesday, July 28
new bag!
i bought a new bag today! that's probably my last bag for this year since i buy lots of bag for this year already. i really like my new bag because i fell in love with it when i first time saw it online. i want it so badly that u can't stop thinking about it :x although the one i buy is not the same as isaw online one but the design is similar so i still like it! hahahaha gonna use it tommorrow. going to mc donald has become my usual routine for every wednesday morning haha and i had the same breakfast every wednesday too. LOL! nothing much happened today just that i did badly for my composition test. i can't finish my story within the time given so i gonna prepare for the worst which is failed badly D: awww it's been long long time since i write a short story so i was stucked many times and this time round, i tried to use as many descriptive words as i can so i end up not being able to complete my work! maybe should try harder next time :( we gonna have some sort of competition for maths and i really dun feel like competing but i hate losing! so still need to compete and i dun wan to let their group win too as they will be like... haha no need for me to say as everyone knows it :D so gonna come out with a killer question! haha but i think before i could kill anyone i'll be killed by myself first. my brain cells are dying! Labels: new bag
++ fading away at 10:40 PM Tuesday, July 27
where does my soul went to?
today i was really blur and absent-minded! i wonder why too. very blur after ss test. maybe i left my soul in iraq or kuwait? LOL never been so blur like today before. forget to get my change after i pay for my lunch and sometimes i forget wat i've been doing(oh my gosh!) like suddenly forget about everything and ask "wat i m doing now?" i really scare jocelyn and she really worried about me. because durng maths lesson i'm unusually quiet and restless. after that we go to phy lab and i forget which floor it was! on top of that i looked pale D: that time i still blur so yeah i wonder how m i going to do practical and my chem test :s. phy we are doing angle of incidence and reflection today so we need to stand up and sit down lots of time to collect data and she scared that i'll faint coz i do looked pale but isn't that too exaggerate? in the end i'm tired and i put my experiment on the chair and i sat on the floor to observe(hahaha i looks retard here). with my half absent-minded condition, i manage to carried out the experiment smoothly. and next is my chem test! lucky 3/4 of my soul is back so i did my test quite well i think ^^. well i personally think maybe i drink too little water le D: coz for first two lesson i din have any water so my soul to wonder of? or i'm too tired and do not have enough rest? well i hope that i wont be like today again or not it will be too scary D: Labels: absent-minded
++ fading away at 7:19 PM Saturday, July 24
dead blog
hahaha my blog is dead! actually nothing to write about and i feel lazy too so yeah it's DEAD! but i'm glad that everything went back to normal :D went back to how it suppose to be. just that my homework are piled up! and sad that next week i have many tests! so will be another busy week for me. and dunno when i'll update my dead blog again. translation: i can't believe that you will be here accompany me when he is gone i'm really grateful that you were here erase away all the pain that i had maybe you can feel the things i treasure the most thank you i love him, maybe i care but what if you belong with me you were once belong to her prove me wrong if i think so... original: Ku tak percaya kau ada disini Menemaniku disaat dia pergi Sungguh bahagia kau ada disini Menghapus semua sakit yang ku rasa Mungkinkah kau merasakan Semua yang ku pasrahkan Tenanglah kasih Ku suka dirinya, mungkin aku sayang Namun apakah mungkin kau menjadi milikku Kau pernah menjadi, menjadi miliknya Namun salahkah aku bila ku pernah merasa ini Mungkinkah kau merasakan Semua yang ku pasrahkan Tenanglah kasih Labels: test test TEST
++ fading away at 11:21 PM Tuesday, July 13
and the bad day continue...
today ms ow is so fed up and she shot many people in my class and guess what, i'm one of the victim! huh! coz too many people in class did not do her homework so she is too fed up le and said even billy also never do my homework. and why every teacher think that i'm a good student and want me to do their homework? then, i will be so busy by then! i need time to play too! well but i really pity zx, coz she showed us his ans on screen and the answers were so funny! hahaha and whole class laugh non-stop. and i still remember some of his epic answers like : Q: what do you think the man on the extreme right of the picture be thinking? A: he might be thinking about his grandchildren. Q: what do you think they are talking about? A: they might be talking about their grandchildren. Q: why do you think this photograph was taken? A: i think this photograph was taken to show that old people has nothing to do. personally my favourite is his last answer! hahaha ms ow really angry at his answer and shoot him that all the old people will go there and do nothing because they are bored! and that including her! she really felt offended. early in the morning ady many people kena her arrow. pity my class! LOL. Labels: old people
++ fading away at 9:32 PM Monday, July 12
bad day!
wah i'm super irritated today! they came and find me trouble again! HUH! always use dirty tricks and this time round it's my English paper!!! WTF my paper before it left me and pass around is still a new one and when it came back, it's CRUMPLED! n it's obvious who did that! that charco still so childish arh! not happy come talk staright to my face lar! for wat did something so pussy like that. no guts at all! so she dun deserve my best but my worst! hahahaha! i'm not gonna let it go this time, gonna play with them so let's get the "party" started! since they like to 找查 so much, i'll give them a glimpse of heaven♥ n sian arh still need to hear those bitches barking for few months n i think by then i need to go ear operation le. n guess wat today i heard a super big news! that slut gonna wear MINI SKIRT for graduation night! OMG! worst nightmare ever! n everyone who heard that have the same response which is OMG we need to go eyes operation le or not we must wash our eyes with detol! hahahaha! p.s. sorry for those vulgar language i had used, coz i'm really fed up with those actions! if they dun like i flirt with guys they can just flirt them theirselves. aren't they more experts than me? well they always say that i'm flirt but who is the real flirt no one knows! Labels: hate those bitches in my class
++ fading away at 10:08 PM Saturday, July 10
finally there is a new update xD
i've been extremely busy lately! reached home 7 pm almost everday D: i wonder why too.. arh! den after i reached home i need to clean my eyes and do my daily eye care routine which took me about half an hour to do! waaa n thanks to this i need to wake up even earlier than i used to =( so hav been extremely busy with my eye treatment n my school stuffs! so this post will be super long~ haha slowly read ba :D 5.7.2010♥ today i went to elizabeth hospital to look for eye specialist and it took me my whole afternoon to do the check-up! OMG n i totally felt like i'm an experiment! waaa my poor eyes were being flashed and tortured during the check-up =( and i finally know the reason why i easily get style in my eye! coz of the blockage of my tear ducts that cause it to be too oily and after a long time it will develop into a stye. and another reason was i have dry eyes! so i really need to take good care of my eyes a lot more than normal people *sad* and the red dot below my eyelid is a scar now =( so the doc said he will give me medicine to cure and hopefully it will be gone! but when i apply the medicine, i cannot go under the sun! OMG super difficult task!!! which means i can't do PE(a good news though) thanks to that, i have lots of problems coz i must cover my eyes or not i have to wear sunglasses but isn't it veli weird to wear sunglasses together with ur school uniform? so i gave up on that idea and i use my hand or file to cover my eyes when there is sunlight shining onto me. 6.7.2010♥ nothing much happened today but lots of funny stuffs happened today! it was really hillarious! hahahaha today i really had a great laugh(after so long!) well during reccess time, jocelyn she blur le, she throw away her $2 notes into rubbish bin! haha and during maths lesson we were talking about the stupid things we had done n jocelyn isn't the most blur person! there was one person throw $10 notes into the rubbish bin! OMG how can people be so blur? hahas and after school we help mdm lisa in wrapping the presents to be givin out to sec 2 on friday. and we bumped into ziling and weixuan so the four of us stay back and help to wrap the present. well we had staffroom tour before we went into the "desinated room" hahas that room got LOTS OF FOOD! and i was really hungry that time LOL! got frige and oven somemore plus toilets! wah that room really nice haha! we were having hard time on choosing the design for the warping so we came out with varies of design! hahaha and the first one looked like some suspicious packects! hahaha! and dunno why we can wrap same content into varies sizes! so fun! 7.7.2010♥ we planned to have mac donald breakfast together today but i overslept! OMG! i planned to wake up at six and in the end i woke up at eight!!! my heart almost jumped out! coz i might be late for school D: and i felt sorry for sk they all coz i'm the one who initiated to go have mac breakfast de... really sorry that i din turn up in the end... and it was another busy day. after school darren insisted that we should make every wed "the mahjong day!" and that idea was crazy! so i rejected coz i need to do my English novel...went to school library to print my English novel and guess wat it took me so long to print it coz i can't get the way i wanted it to be so in the end i gave up and just anyhow do! and left school around 5pm den go imm meet per to get the present for wraping. den i went to minitoons to look for present but still cant find the one i want so head back to woodlands and went to comics connection. i found something similar to wat i want and reached home around 7.30? omg i'm really exhausted and i still need to wrap presents! 8.7.2010♥ rain in the morning so veli good to sleep and i sleep veli soundly inside the bus! haha as expected of me :D instead of going back to class we were told to go back to hall and i hate it! coz so cramp(even though in front not really that cramp at all haha)today was photo taking day so that's the reason why they gathered us in the hall coz all the staffs have to take picture 1st and i wonder why they took it so long and half an hour gone! haha but good that can skip half an hour of lesson time♥ after reccess it's my class turn to take photo and sofea brought her camera so we can have a sneak preview of our class photos hahas it was quite a fun photo taking though i enjoy it! hahaha! btw happy birthday ys(although i din manage to wish him in person and i dun really know him) 9.7.2010♥ TGIF! finally!!! english lesson no teacher but still need to continue to do our test, continue the summary D: after that had PE lesson and we were having free periods for those who had passed all the stations so we decided to play badminton! and i had another great laugh today! i thought zx was good at all sports but i was wrong! he cnt play badminton! hahaha he was so fed up when he cnt hit the shuttercock and the tempt to kick it but his shoe flew of instead! the scene was really hillarious as i watch from the side and see how high the shoe flew and it was such a nice curve! LOL! and in less than 5 mins time he fed up again and tried to pick up the shuttercock with racket but he failed so badly that instead of the shuttercock being lifted up, the racket flew off from his hand! and that time i almost roll on floor laughing! it was so funny to see him behave like this in fact i've never see him so clumsy in sports before! thanks to him i almost run out of breathe! haha! 10.7.2010♥ it's saturday! but still need to go to school(BOO!) i arrive at school way too early today coz the busy too fast! 7.30 reached school so i went to withdrawn money first den arrive school at 7.40am. wondering around aimlessly den finally found the classroom we r using! after the remedial, we planned to go play basket ball but my bro suddenly sms me n said that i must reach home before 2 or not no one will be home and i'll be locked outside =( so i go home without playing bb with them... i rushed back home and had a quick bites den i go out again! i went to visit cx today♥ i'm glad that she looked better than i've imagine! and i had a heart to heart chat with her too ^^. thanks for listening to what i wanted to say cx~ loves u! n hope that u'll get well soon~ all the best for ur oral♥ Labels: long post hahas
++ fading away at 10:25 PM Saturday, July 3
rain rain rain
it's raining lately and especially yesterday when i'm on the way home. OMG so heavy the rain that i got my shoe wet in the end *cry* even though it rained so heavily i still went to buy food at which few blks away from mine :D. this morning went out to have a short shopping with my brothers. i still can't find school bag that i want =( haiz... after that went to clinic to see doctor but we were late that it closed le(duh!) so going back there on monday again? i supose... well after that went back home and starts rotting hahas... no mood study so update my manga and blog x). dunno if it's because of the rain or because of i just finished reading shoujo manga now feels kindda down. sometimes i really dun dare to read shoujo mangas coz my feeling will be trigerred by it =( really easily! i really feel like going out on monday leh... hm... Labels: manga
++ fading away at 3:57 PM Thursday, July 1
it's gonna be long weekend soon
really hate today =( huh! early in the morning already got problem. those people not happy with my hairstyle den go and tell my form teacher huh! she din scold me and her warning sounds more like advice hahas who cares? and i'm really not happy with that!!! i din do anything to them and they wanna pick up a fight! fine! i'll beat them using result! hahas see who is more powerful~ onli can talk and play dirty tricks if really wanna fight use result! see who could cry at the end and i'm very sure that i won't be the one :D will use my result to own them and pissed them off more. wish me luck~ well i'm not anyhow accusing them coz my friend said that she saw them with my form teacher this morning hahas that sounds fishy doesn't it? tommorrow will tie ponytail to school coz of PE not that because of i scared! huh! and after the groomy check shall tie back my short hair~ it's just that i dun wanna play dirty! if i want they got too many things to complain~ i just dun wanna be the same as them who can onli play dirty and act good student in front of the teacher~ i wont scold them vulgarities too coz i think they are not worth it~ they are worse than vulgarities(OMG!) but thanks to them now i'm really angry and i will prove to them that they are nothing and their disturbs are useless and that's won't distract me! NEVER EVER! so stop ur stupid act it's just useless and stop thinking that u are smart when actually u are not :D enough of complains hahas should be happy coz long weekend coming soon xD yay! finally! but can't slack le need to study =( slowly i'm getting the study mood(that's good for me :D) as usual spending more time on my maths haha which i should not! LOL! Labels: war
++ fading away at 9:46 PM |
Name : Eve
Birthday : 3 November
Horoscope : Scorpio
Location : Singapore
comments :
I don't know how many of you would read this, but still, i decided to fill this section with something ^^
don't compare me with others(since i don't like it :p)
i'm just like any other people you would find. boring and ordinary but sometimes i'm ready to make ur jaw drop(LOL)
anyway dun judge a person base on their looks(coz people always misjudge me D:)! i believe that everyone is special coz u can't find another you in the world that exactly the same as you!
i always believe this :)
My Targets :
- to change ,y bad attitude(bad temper :x)
+ save lots of money!!!
+ travel overseas
+ smile everyday :)))
+ make lots of new friends
+ enjoy every moment C:
i've run out of what to write and i think this should be enough so shall end here~
enjoy reading my blog!