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Sunday, May 30
boring day!
nothing big happened today, just stayed at home playing computer for the whole day. and i cut my bang too. btw at the side i've added tag board feel free to leave any comments Labels: bang
++ fading away at 8:10 PM Saturday, May 29
以前有个女孩，她很坚强。 不管跌倒了几次还是会勇敢地站起来。 不管发生了什么事还是会笑着。 但有几个人知道她的故事？ 有谁知道在她的笑容背后隐藏了多少泪水？ 而有谁知道不管是多么坚强，多么勇敢的她还是会在没有人的时候偷偷在哭泣？ 她不让别人看到她脆弱的一面，也不让别人为她担心。 在别人眼里，她重是很坚强很勇敢。 但没有人知道她和别的女孩一样，需要别人的关心。 她甚至比别的女孩还要跟害怕寂寞与孤单。 她从来没有跟别人说自己很寂寞， 什么事都往心里埋，在夜里偷偷得流泪。 她的故事没人知道。 女孩变了，她变得比以前还要开朗。 但有谁察觉到那只是女孩装出来的？ 其实她变得比以前还软弱，为了不让别人知道她只好假装自己很快了。 骗得了别人但骗不了自己。 脸是在笑着但心是在哭的。 在同一年，她遇到了一个人。 他们很谈得来，而慢慢的女孩开始对那个人产生好感。 她不停的否认但她自己最明白。 等到她察觉了之后，她以为他留下了无数的眼泪。 而她也失去了坚强的勇气。 不知该怎样的她只好继续装下去。 但脆弱的一面还是会出现，眼泪还是会从她眼里流出。 别人问她怎么了她也只能笑着说没什么。 女孩有好几次试着忘记他，应为她知道他不喜欢她。 她跟他是不可能会有结果的。 他们永远只能当朋友。 女孩知道有些人值得她等后，有些悲伤值得忍受。 而他不值得她这么做。 朋友说竟然你这么难受倒不如早点收手。 Labels: 那个女孩
++ fading away at 10:03 PM Friday, May 28
home day!
HA! i stayed at home whole day for today! actually i going out today but because my friend said wan to change it to tommorow so instead of today i'm going out tommorow. talking about tommorow, tommorow is yz's party but no one tells me the detail. feels like i'm not welcomed =( sad... but even if i was invited i will join them later since i will go out with my Indonesia friends first. Long time din gather le. since everyone is so busy with their own. hopes that tommorow will have fun at toa pah yoh with them. but i dunno wat's their plan to go there! AHA! i feel like singing maybe i'll ask them about it tommorow =D lately kindda random though. always feel like singing D: maybe wan to sing out my feelings and thoughts ba? hahas. today my bro went to Batam and he will be back on sunday! woots meaning that i have more freedom! weeeeeeee xD. n btw why everyone is so concerned about my level position? i've been asked lots of time n i dun feel like telling them at all. juz can say that my marks really "cham" (p.s it's hokkien)this term. i really screw up my art and geo! from A1 drop to C n combine humans become B3 *sigh* being nagged badly... coz did not go out today so stayed at home playing computer :D. i go watch 转角遇到爱. last time did not finish watching it so now continue watching. But sian, the audio is really bad, the timing is wrong most of the time. the video and audio do not match =( so yeah having hard time watching it. dunno why my emotion will easily affected be the show. will easily get upset and moody =( and not onli show but manga also. my feelings will overflown and strat to get moody and think too much. i must fight with it and stay happy so others wont have to worry. so i will try my best. Labels: mood : random
++ fading away at 10:46 PM
a wasted day
today i woke up quite early dunno why, and as usual i straight away open my lappy =D. skipped my breakfast today coz i cannot eat egg so i cannot eat cake. had an early lunch and prepare to go out. went to marina IR today for sight-seeing but nothing to see LOL. but before we went there, we were lost! lols thanks to YH we were lost n we were wandering around juz to find the nearest bus stop! lost for about an hour and finally reached the destination but nothing much to see. wasted my time and money =(. n i've been suan-ed by them whole day. calling me "airport" for the whole time. quite tired standing whole day and need to endure them. it's draining me both physical and mental. dinner we went back to je and we ate BK at IMM. haha they think too far le. june holiday juz started and they already planned for after o level wat they gonna do. kindda crazy though charlet all the way! haha and the plan for graduation night too, they were planning on how to prank the teachers. their plans were too dare and i bet they were just saying coz it's really impossible. and this kindda crazy though, they said wan go charlet after the graduation night! it's like really crazy hahahaha wear so formal to go to charlet n the place is so far! and there are still lots of crazy plan! i wonder how much money they gonna save up and how to carry out the plans! Labels: tired
++ fading away at 1:09 AM Wednesday, May 26
sure got scolded le D:
awwwwwwww today get back my result n i've done badly this term =(.. although my ranking in class remain but position in level GG leh!!!! my bro sure will be very angry D: holiday cannot go out too often le ><. *sigh* must work hard during holiday to catch up my languages n art! haha btw i spam lots of sms today xD first time in my life. in 2 hours i spam about 50++ sms wif 5 people haha.. my phone keep on vibrating *zeng* *zeng* i think i still not used to it.. sms too much until my finger a bit pain D: need to practise hahaha... we had our class party today but i think the organisers failed badly luh! hahaha coz the food is not enough for everyone! those who came in later dun hav any food left, poor thing hor. n there goes my $2! haha i'm a traitor for my class! stole food form class n share it wif my friends =D food taste nicer when u share! so dun be stingy!!!! taken quite a lot of photos n gonna upload it onto FB soon =D Labels: mood : happy =D
++ fading away at 5:52 PM Tuesday, May 25
boring day!
today was extra ordinary HOT!!! especially during mothertongue lesson. talking about mothertongue lesson, i was spamming message for 3 solid hours until my phone no more battery left =( haha i never done that before and i randomly sms people about random stuffs. kindda crazy though but i was super bored. don't feel like doing chinese nor reading my novel so decided to spam my messages =D since i got too many spare free messages so why don't i make full use of it? hahas... maybe i shall continue on spamming people tommorow since we got another few hours of chinese. erm again we din talk today =D the feeling kindda awkward. dunno wat to talk about also. i did not ignore him le at least. haha n i think i'm back to usual self le. smile more often from now on but still sometimes will daze out and dunno why. well i'm kindda used to current situation which both of us did not talk much but what pissed me off is that why he suddenly talk to that bitch that much??? hate it =( but still it's his life juz let him be ba. but still i not happy! HUH! finally tommorow is the last day xD yay! gonna get back our result le... a bit scared although i know my result already. *sigh* art n languages pull down my marks a LOT! gotta improve on it le... i think that's enough ba gonna post before my bro come back D: Labels: crazy =D
++ fading away at 9:42 PM Monday, May 24
no more sad face =)
well i think lately i've been too emotional n too OBVIOUS too =( few people actually notice that i was rather down lately... even my bro did ask me why looked so sad n it's OMG D: if he found out i confirm die one... my emotion had been unstable lately, dunno why easily become very sad n suddenly cry. haiz... still a bit confuse but feeling better now. after i've talked to few people i suddenly 看开了。mayb i should juz let it be ba. even though it may be hard but it's better that way since i dun wan to be sad anymore or not sooner or later whole world will know about this. i've told ah ping maybe i should just gave up but she said 不会很可惜吗？很难得能找到你喜欢的人，就这样放弃太可惜了。i know that but i affraid that if i get myself too deep i will not have the strength to fight back this feeling so better face with it now while i still can. will try to fight back this feeling and since we gonna have our holiday soon so will see him less frequent better chance for me to let go this feeling. well i haven't actually had a proper conversation with him since last thursday had a lilttle bit of quarrel with him. although i've calmed down but still i wont take the initiative to talk to him. i posted "hate u no more" but who knows that my next line is "coz i dun care anymore"? hahas... i guess no one knows unless they asked =) n as usual, those people come and asked if we n him were ok le. but actually we are not. just feels that gonna let it go so i wont care about it anymore. yeah sometimes i did feel that he is ignoring me so why would i care? just let it be, i know it really well that he dun like rumours about us, he ignores me may be cause of that or he knew how i feel? watever it is i m not gonna think about it. gonna leave this behind. learn this from u, dun care anymore =D. k cx i'll try to smile more often so u wont say this to me again everytime u see me hahas... thanks for ur cheering and hear wat i want to say. really feel better now. maybe will smile more often from now on??? hahas Labels: smile?
++ fading away at 10:51 PM Sunday, May 23
sad?
it's my first post here should be happy but i'm feeling rather down now. Today was a boring day though. staying home whole day sitting in front of my lappy and daydreaming. Having hard time choosing blogskin templates and still not satisfied with current blogskin. feeling rather confuse and sad now... if i can turn back the time, i will choose not to know you so i wont be so sad and confuse now... Labels: confused
++ fading away at 5:48 PM |
Name : Eve
Birthday : 3 November
Horoscope : Scorpio
Location : Singapore
comments :
I don't know how many of you would read this, but still, i decided to fill this section with something ^^
don't compare me with others(since i don't like it :p)
i'm just like any other people you would find. boring and ordinary but sometimes i'm ready to make ur jaw drop(LOL)
anyway dun judge a person base on their looks(coz people always misjudge me D:)! i believe that everyone is special coz u can't find another you in the world that exactly the same as you!
i always believe this :)
My Targets :
- to change ,y bad attitude(bad temper :x)
+ save lots of money!!!
+ travel overseas
+ smile everyday :)))
+ make lots of new friends
+ enjoy every moment C:
i've run out of what to write and i think this should be enough so shall end here~
enjoy reading my blog!