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Monday, May 24
no more sad face =)
well i think lately i've been too emotional n too OBVIOUS too =( few people actually notice that i was rather down lately... even my bro did ask me why looked so sad n it's OMG D: if he found out i confirm die one... my emotion had been unstable lately, dunno why easily become very sad n suddenly cry. haiz... still a bit confuse but feeling better now. after i've talked to few people i suddenly 看开了。mayb i should juz let it be ba. even though it may be hard but it's better that way since i dun wan to be sad anymore or not sooner or later whole world will know about this. i've told ah ping maybe i should just gave up but she said 不会很可惜吗？很难得能找到你喜欢的人，就这样放弃太可惜了。i know that but i affraid that if i get myself too deep i will not have the strength to fight back this feeling so better face with it now while i still can. will try to fight back this feeling and since we gonna have our holiday soon so will see him less frequent better chance for me to let go this feeling. well i haven't actually had a proper conversation with him since last thursday had a lilttle bit of quarrel with him. although i've calmed down but still i wont take the initiative to talk to him. i posted "hate u no more" but who knows that my next line is "coz i dun care anymore"? hahas... i guess no one knows unless they asked =) n as usual, those people come and asked if we n him were ok le. but actually we are not. just feels that gonna let it go so i wont care about it anymore. yeah sometimes i did feel that he is ignoring me so why would i care? just let it be, i know it really well that he dun like rumours about us, he ignores me may be cause of that or he knew how i feel? watever it is i m not gonna think about it. gonna leave this behind. learn this from u, dun care anymore =D. k cx i'll try to smile more often so u wont say this to me again everytime u see me hahas... thanks for ur cheering and hear wat i want to say. really feel better now. maybe will smile more often from now on??? hahas Labels: smile?
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Name : Eve
Birthday : 3 November
Horoscope : Scorpio
Location : Singapore
comments :
I don't know how many of you would read this, but still, i decided to fill this section with something ^^
don't compare me with others(since i don't like it :p)
i'm just like any other people you would find. boring and ordinary but sometimes i'm ready to make ur jaw drop(LOL)
anyway dun judge a person base on their looks(coz people always misjudge me D:)! i believe that everyone is special coz u can't find another you in the world that exactly the same as you!
i always believe this :)
My Targets :
- to change ,y bad attitude(bad temper :x)
+ save lots of money!!!
+ travel overseas
+ smile everyday :)))
+ make lots of new friends
+ enjoy every moment C:
i've run out of what to write and i think this should be enough so shall end here~
enjoy reading my blog!