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Thursday, January 27
packing day!
going back to indo tomorrow :( sad, will be back around late of febuary to do my enrolment stuffs... and went to buy the ticket today at habour front but before that i went to far east to look for a shop. as usual i lost my way to far east D: and in the end i can't find the shop so i get so fed up i went to bugis to trim my eyebrows(finally :D) and it was soooo expensive but oh well, i onli need pro to get me the shape and i'll trim the regularly now :) and so after i buy the tickets, went to vivo city and my first time went into sasa. haha i was out of curiosity :D and found lots of stuffs that i saw online. obviously online is cheaper(for some). my luggages soooo heavy and big D: i bring many clothes home. huh! gonna die tomorrow :( just way too many things. i wonder how i am gonna carry those to habour front D: btw my wallet arrive today! and it is so lovely! like it veli much xD  my lovely wallet, i use it straight away haha can't wait till chinese new year :x so this will be my last update using computer for this month :( no more long post. my phone limt my words so can't post long posts and i can't reply ur tag again D: but still i'll be updating my blog using phone so dun forget to check my blog now and then :D hehe
++ fading away at 11:54 PM Wednesday, January 26
JAE result is out!
thanks to it i can't sleep anymore! unusual for me to wake up this early D: not because of i'm happy to know my result until i can't sleep but lots of sms-es coming in and i can't sleep while my phone keep ringing D: oh well i get wat i wanted and if you want to know which poly and course i am getting in do ask me personally ok? i would rather people ask me personally than ask other people about me :) btw if i ignored you means i don't want to tell u. haha which course and poly i'm getting in is none of ur business so just mind your own people! sms would probably be ignored by me(most of them) since i'm just tooooo lazy to type using phone. prefer online chatting though. my fingers wont hurt that way :D oh ya did i mention some people are soooo noisy in facebook? well serve them right, you have to learn that you won't always get wat you want in your life. stop being a spoiled brats and grow up dudes. and dun get too carried away because you get a good result! and in the end you have to face that you won't always get wat u wan! haha i sounds bad here anyway i really wanna shout this to them "SERVE YOU RIGHT :D" (omg i'm feeling evil~)
++ fading away at 8:27 AM Monday, January 24
lazy
aha! i've been lazy these few days :D so lazy to post something onto my blog :x well well well i went out with my ex-classmates yesterday. went to watch movie and the movie was horrible!!! wasted one and half an hour of my life!!!! although it is fun to hang out with my friends :D but still the movie sucks! maybe will be going out with them again this thursday. hehe going to eat seoul garden at causeway point! n its my friend treat! wooohooo looking foward to it xD i missed seoul garden man! huh! finally can purchase things online :D paypal finally fixed the prob!!! hopes my items will be arriving soon<3 haha. looking for hairband right now. and the saddest thing is "chameleon" shop thats near by my house is closed down due to construction! awww "helen" is too expensive :( sad! have to find a hairband sooooooooooonnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!
++ fading away at 10:26 PM Friday, January 21
late update
it's almost 2 am now and i'm still widely awake :D listenning to my favourite songs. i went out again today or i should say yesterday? anyway, went to bugis to sell my textbooks and it so holla heavy!!!!!! about 5-6 kg(?) in one bag. my hand hurts and i can't even type messeges properly after carrying the books to mrt station D: its shaking like crazy :( and hurts! wat hurts me even more is that my books worth so little :((((( they only worth $7 D: sadddddd. all my effort and strength only worth $7? haiz. never mind that better than nothing. after that went to NAFA with jia ping. and she not feeling very good so she left after that. well wat i did after that? i shop around bugis street with only $5 with me :D haha! i found myself three pairs of shorts!!! YAY! finally!!! i pay by nets for ur info(lol) i can't find any ATM machine around :( and i made a tour to temple to pray!!! hope that i can get what i want D: please please please! bad luck shooo shooo shooo rabbit year faster come so my bad luck will be gone :D hehe i believe in this stuff actually since its so accurate to me. i'm soooo addicted to this song right now. oh well not full song though can't find any. from Disney's movie Tangled. Healing incantation-by mandy moore Flower, gleam and glow Let your power shine Make the clock reverse Bring back what once was mine Heal what has been hurt Change the Fates' design Save what has been lost Bring back what once was mine What once was mine
++ fading away at 1:51 AM Thursday, January 20
title : i dunno :D
meeting my best friend today at causeway point. we chatted for a very long time and she shared with me her part time experiences. haha some are hilarious and some are not very good memories. but i m really impressed by her supervisor though so... hahaha should bad mouth her but really its an age gap problem. sometimes its so difficult to understand other age group people's thinking and misunderstanding always happen to ruin the relationship :( we chatted from 1 pm till 6.30 pm(some how its kindda crazy) after that we went to meet our friend that working at pasar malam near by. haha we look around at pasar malam and my friend is so crazy about ultraman! i show her the super big ultraman blanket and she was so tempted to buy but in the end she doesn't. it is too expensive :( and we continue our tour haha searching for ultraman stuffs. n=by the time i reached home its about 7.45 pm oh gosh! i m so tired D: dunno why. haha well i will be going out again tomorrow with jia ping~ yay!
++ fading away at 12:06 AM Tuesday, January 18
resting day
resting at home today and when i woke up, my parcel already arrived :D i was quite please with the quality of the clothes. except for the one not very satisfied. well i still need shorts!! i have so many tops but no shorts :( (sigh) dunno why i am not really looking forward to this year chinese new year. i can't find any good shorts with reasonable price that makes me sad? i dunno. where are all my friends? seriously i have not heard anything from them lately. i felt so drifted away from them. well i m not the type of people who often take initiative to talk to others. so maybe thats part of the reason why i felt so drifted away :( especially my best friends. our path may be different, we have our own friends now, but i really do hope that we can still be best friends like we used to be. maybe thats too naive eh? anyway i found a new song today, beautiful song ^^ A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記 雨都停了 這片天灰什麼呢 我還記得 你說我們要快樂 深夜裡的腳步聲 總是刺耳 害怕寂寞 就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈 只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人 每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著 給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你 給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定 有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰 那最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡 當我走在去過的每個地方 總會聽到你那最自由的笑 當我回到一個人住的地方 最怕看到冬天你最愛穿的那件外套 只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人 每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著 給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你 給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定 有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰 那最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡 我找不到理由忘記 大雨裡的別離 我找不到理由放棄 我等你的決心 有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰 那最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡
++ fading away at 9:16 PM Monday, January 17
shopping
went to orchard today with cx and jocelyn. i did not buy what i wanted to buy but i bought sunglasses instead. haha i can't find any good shorts around and well about wallet, i'm not in a hurry so i guess i will slowly find it. i'm not feeling very well now, i think i gonna fall sick soon D: shall sleep earlier today(?). sadded, i have to find shorts soon or i dun have any new shorts to wear during chinese new year D: so difficult to find a nice pair of shorts nowsaday :( since many skirt around. argh! i dislike wearing skirt, since it's troublesome and i feel unsecure. haiz... shorts!!!!!!!!!!! maybe i'll look around on internet first :( Labels: shorts
++ fading away at 8:51 PM Saturday, January 15
tired
Oops i forget to upate yesterday oh well never mind that :) so i decided not to buy the bunny bag haha its more expensive than i thought(i saw wrongly and thanks for my friend for telling me :D) and my earrings arrived yesterday xD YAY!!! here is the photo  smaller than i thought but still love them ^^. i'm currently wearing the cross one and the other two i will keep them first :D currently won't online much as i'm playing my kingdom hearts born by sleep psp game xD hehe so i wont online much but still will try to update. so tired and i just had a short nap. went out just now, tour around woodlands and i am so tired (-,-) nothing much to update hehe so shall end here The Story Of Us - Taylor Swift Lyrics: I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us, How we met And the sparks flew instantly And people would say they're the lucky ones I used to know my place was the spot next to you, Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on Oh, a simple complication, Miscommunications lead to fallout, So many things that I wish that you knew So many walls up I can't break through Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room And we're not speaking And I'm dyin' to know Is it killing you Like it's killing me? Yeah I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now Next chapter How'd we end up this way? See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy And you're doing your best to avoid me I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us Of how I was losing my mind when I saw you here But you held your pride like you should have held me, Oh I'm scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how I've never heard silence quite this loud. (Chorus) Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room And we're not speaking And I'm dying to know Is it killing you Like it's killing me? Yeah And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now This is looking like a contest Of who can act like they care less But I liked it better when you were on my side The battle's your hands now But I would lay my armor down If you said you'd rather love than fight So many things that you wish I knew But the story of us might be ending soon Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room And we're not speaking And I'm dying to know Is it killing you Like it's killing me? Yeah And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now Now, Now, Now And were not speaking, And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me? Yeah And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, cause we're going down. And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now The End my current favourite song by taylor swift. well i really like the lyric as i used to feel this way so i almost cried when i hear this song. but this feeling no longer stay with me. i guess i can really let it go if i really wanted to :D Labels: waiting for my clothes to arrive
++ fading away at 6:26 PM Thursday, January 13
sunny day
today i was awaken by the noise outside my room! my aunt's relatives coming over to do praying and they are so noisy that i can't continue my sleeping. so i skipped my breakfast today since i do not want to step out of my room because i know that they will keep asking me questions which i really dislike. wake up and straight away use my lappy~ haha i spent lots of money today D: online buying clothes. well i m in dilemma right now i could not decide.  the bunny is soo cute should i buy it or not? its on sale now and quite cheap. hm... maybe i should ask my friend if she wants or not if she wants den maybe i'll buy so it will be cheaper since the delivery fee is divided into half :D well shall ask her tomorrow. since its from local so i will be able to get it on sunday or monday if i ordered tomorrow. hmmm... hm... so tempting to buy but i've spent so much that makes me feel "numb" D: argh! shall i?
++ fading away at 11:43 PM Wednesday, January 12
finished my JAE
went to school today in the morning with cx to do up the registration of JAE thing in our school library. and after that had a long long chat with the librarian or i should say the librarian told us about her story?(lol). so jurong is freaking hot but woodlands is so cloudy!!! i want to do laundry :( clothes have been plied up and i'm waiting for sun to show up D: sigh. really the weather here is so unpredictable! can you please don't rain for a day? i wanna do my laundry D: my bro was so upset with my result and he told me to write a reflection to him(i know it's kindda crazy) so i tried my best to write one for him and he said he was quite moved(YAY!). and i even get a praise from him "finally grow up eh?" i sometimes told by the people younger than me that i was too childish. well i am childish because i want to have fun while still can. i can be matured too and i believe that it will only create a "wall" which i do not want that to happen. i agree that sometimes i really childish and that is the moment i am who i am. i dislike to hide my feeling as i am quite a straight foward person ^^.
++ fading away at 11:52 PM Tuesday, January 11
a new journey ahead
so i cried myself to sleep last night and now i have no more tears to cry(?). btw thank you so much for my friends who cheered me up yesterday and i'm fine now. 看开了. i have done what i can now and but still sad. it feels so bad to be rejected and i really wanted to get into JC :( but poly might be a better place for me since i tend to screw up national exam A LOT! i myself dunno why, maybe think too high of myself? i was thinking of getting a part time job if i go into poly. i've let down my parents so shall not burden them too much and i've no working experience until now. feels like getting a job with a good pay. and i was thinking maybe can be a relief teacher at my school? haha need to check up wether have any criterial or not.
++ fading away at 6:54 PM Monday, January 10
it's time to let go
yup i'm getting back my result today which will determine my future. and i screwed it badly believe me real bad. my parents just called me now and when i told them my result, they did not scold me at all but i can tell that they are really dissapointed. it makes me want to cry for disapointing them once more. but thats the fact i can't rewind the time and start all over again. now have to plan wat to do with this kind of result and i have to move on as they said. just apply the course that u can get into well i guess "begger can't be a chooser" really suited me right now. i can't choose what i want but to choose what i can right now. sometimes i really think that the important key to success isn't the hardwork but LUCK. although its only 1% but it really affect a lot. i can't blame, my luck is always sucks. especially this year(2010). i met a lot of friends and i too made a lot of enemies. really 2010 lots of things had happened to me. so much laughters so much tears. so many memories have left inside my heart for me to remember. but there is something that i decided to let it go. it's time to let go. i can't let it burden me anymore. good bye my crush. i'm too tired to continue anything now and it's time to set my heart free from this pain. we are not gonna meet again and you will not come and find me thats i know for sure. so i'm gonna set this heart free and till i find a better one for me to fall. i'm just going to keep on dreaming till my heart is ready again... p.s. its time to clear ur sms-es that i treasure a lot. erase away the memories of you, clear u out of my mind and empty out my heart so i'll be ready for my next story... let me cry all i want for now and i'll smile again when tomorrow come...
++ fading away at 9:44 PM
So it's tomorrow
wat day is tomorrow? well i'm getting my result back tomorrow. kindda scared D: i wonder how i did. aww i afraid that i might screw it badly since i din actually study and all were last minutes revision. hopes that i did well Dx oh please please please let me do well. i dun have any confidence at all but no one believe me(sad). oh well shall not care too much now since the result is out and worrying now won't change might as well enjoy everyone minutes now. SMILE WHILE YOU STILL CAN? that sounds depressed eh? my anime are almost all updated and now time to update songs. and i found some nice photos in my phone and decided to upload it here :D   darren featuring my bag and holding hand with sk??? hahaha (photos taken sometime ago i really miss those times D:)
++ fading away at 12:09 AM Saturday, January 8
Blogskin changed!
phew! i finally change my blogskin. i like my previous blogskin a lot but because the background image was gone left me no choice but to change it. so i'm back to my usual black blogskin xD hahaha. i changed a lot of things from the original blogskin and replace it with my own image. well i'm still working on my blogskin(spending my whole afternoon editing D:). i've rest well last night. ahaha i slept for 11 hours and i think i dream about someone. who is it i dunno as i don't remember. well at least i know it was not a nightmare. oh well i've change my blogskin the next thing that i wanna change is my blog link! i figured that it was too freaking long ^^ so decided to change it into a shorter one. i have one in mind but i won't change it now. maybe will change it on monday. well if u want to know my new blog link just ask me :D
++ fading away at 5:42 PM Friday, January 7
another tiring day!
went to town today and my bro and me spent A LOT! i'm broke though and i'm totally exhausted. i think i can't walk anymore! my legs really hurt D: today i woke up super early because we went to Indonesia embassy to renew my bro passport then after that went to take my medicines. went round and round the orchard and after that chinatown and ang mo kio. i'm totally burn out -,- i cant feel my legs anymore and i dun even wan to walk a step! it hurts!!!! i think since i'm back to singapore i have not had a good rest yet. so busy i think gonna passed out soon D: so hope that tomorrow will have a good rest. stay at home and watch my anime xD since i have not completely updated yet! just finished "the world only god knows" awwww last episode was hillarious! and i'm looking forward to season two ^w^ so wat anime should i update next? shiki or mm? haha i'll decide tomorrow~ so i'm gonna end here. tired my bed is calling me :D and nights everyone~ wish me have a sweet dream please?
++ fading away at 11:02 PM Thursday, January 6
tiredddddddddddddd
well me n my bro did a spring cleaning for our room today. it's superrrrrrrrr tired! oh well many things are thrown(i've lost count how many plastic bags) haha. so whole day we are doing the cleaning and i'm super tired now -.- still the cleaning is not done yet. there are some parts we have not touch. gonna clear it next time. will be heading to town tomorrow with my brother. have to re-supply my eye medicine :( i think this will be the last time i will go there since its sooo expensive! huh! i feel kindda bad for turning people down when they invinted me to join them to poly open house. not that i not interested but i already promise my brother to go to town with him. so sorry guys and hope u guys have fun~ aha! i'm kindda used to short post now so not gonna write too long and shall continue to watch my anime now~ cya~
++ fading away at 11:36 PM Wednesday, January 5
i'm backkkkkkk xD
lol finally get to update using computer and wat a mess! my blog really in a mess!!! i guess i'll have to tidy up soon. gonna change blogskin and link too. but currently too busy with my updating. so many things to update and tomorrow i'll be going out with cx~ finally eh? haha actually i was asked to go to ice-skating too but i'm too tired. i dun wan to get hurt since i cant scate(lol). well i think shall end here. i'm watching anime now~ cya (~.^)/
++ fading away at 12:22 AM Tuesday, January 4
Guess wat i m inside the ship now gonna depart soon. well a bit dizzy now the ship keep moving. have to pray that not much wind and wave later. few hours more i wil reach sg! haha. wil update again later at night :D
++ fading away at 2:49 PM Sunday, January 2
I hate rain! it ruined my plan! huhu.. sad. i wan to go out to buy souvenir and food to bring back to sg but i think no more. haiz. lazy if no one accompany me. my bestie have to work tml. hmm i guess no souvenir but onli snacks.
++ fading away at 8:40 PM Saturday, January 1
Happy new year everyone! i m super tired right now not because of i party too hard but my house is doing spring cleaning today! really exhausted. wel just finish the cleaning nw relaxing on my bed after bath. waiting for my dinner to be serve haha. once again happy new year xD
++ fading away at 7:29 PM |
Name : Eve
Birthday : 3 November
Horoscope : Scorpio
Location : Singapore
comments :
I don't know how many of you would read this, but still, i decided to fill this section with something ^^
don't compare me with others(since i don't like it :p)
i'm just like any other people you would find. boring and ordinary but sometimes i'm ready to make ur jaw drop(LOL)
anyway dun judge a person base on their looks(coz people always misjudge me D:)! i believe that everyone is special coz u can't find another you in the world that exactly the same as you!
i always believe this :)
My Targets :
- to change ,y bad attitude(bad temper :x)
+ save lots of money!!!
+ travel overseas
+ smile everyday :)))
+ make lots of new friends
+ enjoy every moment C:
i've run out of what to write and i think this should be enough so shall end here~
enjoy reading my blog!