yup i'm getting back my result today which will determine my future. and i screwed it badly believe me real bad. my parents just called me now and when i told them my result, they did not scold me at all but i can tell that they are really dissapointed. it makes me want to cry for disapointing them once more. but thats the fact i can't rewind the time and start all over again. now have to plan wat to do with this kind of result and i have to move on as they said. just apply the course that u can get into well i guess "begger can't be a chooser" really suited me right now. i can't choose what i want but to choose what i can right now.

sometimes i really think that the important key to success isn't the hardwork but LUCK. although its only 1% but it really affect a lot. i can't blame, my luck is always sucks. especially this year(2010). i met a lot of friends and i too made a lot of enemies. really 2010 lots of things had happened to me. so much laughters so much tears. so many memories have left inside my heart for me to remember. but there is something that i decided to let it go. it's time to let go. i can't let it burden me anymore. good bye my crush. i'm too tired to continue anything now and it's time to set my heart free from this pain. we are not gonna meet again and you will not come and find me thats i know for sure. so i'm gonna set this heart free and till i find a better one for me to fall. i'm just going to keep on dreaming till my heart is ready again...

p.s. its time to clear ur sms-es that i treasure a lot. erase away the memories of you, clear u out of my mind and empty out my heart so i'll be ready for my next story...

let me cry all i want for now and i'll smile again when tomorrow come...