Argh! 3 more days and its the end of my holiday... now i'm stuck at home forcing myself to do my holiday homework. kindda failed tough! totally can't concentrate. how i wish holiday never end :(

and i really have to learn to sleep early D: always sleep so late and when school start its gonna be terrible. i will try to sleep early today, eh not try but MUST! hope that i can really sleep early (LOL) for me 11 pm is kindda early like 9 pm to me haha i know its bad so i'm gonna get rid of this soon! yeah soon!

my peaceful day end this wed, my aunt and her kids were back from hometown. so home is not quiet anymore thus makes me want to go out as much as i can! seriously i hate noisy brats! before i came to Singapore i really dun hate kids that much but after staying with them for 3 years i seriously cant take it but hate kids. i always ignore them though but its seriously annoying. i'm always being stalked at home. if i left my room door open they will always peek inside and follow me if there is a chance D: just stop it! but i will still have to endure for few more years then i can move out! i wish time fly fast! HAHA wan to move out ASAP! :p



i might be cold or quiet in person because i'm not good at putting my thoughts into words, i'm very bad at expressing and sometimes people misunderstand and yet i dun seem to care but the truth is that i really do care and i really want to explain its just that the words don't come out and i lost it. so i choose to let it go and hope that time will explain everything.
when we grow up, we start to understand many things and the world become very cruel because we have a better glimpse of its true self. many things seemed to change may it be people, your surrounding, or yourself. but remember one thing memories never change. even the future is unsure and you are too scared of moving on because you fear to lose something. just remember that you are not alone, many people are scared of changes, i am too, i'm scared of try new things and afraid of losing but i know i must move on, you cant always stay the same. there is no need to rush, u can always slow down if you wanted to. i might not be look like it but i always remember even if i forget, the momories will still remain somewhere in my hearts and when i read my past posts or look at the pictures the memories will always come back. so u never lose me nor i never lose you because we have so many memories so how could i forget? all we have to do now is to create as many memories as we can in the future so that i can always remember the fun time we spend together. i'll always be there and although i change, there is one thing that never change you are my friend.

Oops this post turn out to be quite a long one. haha dunno why suddenly feel like saying those but for me friendship will never end unless u want to end it. and i'm learning to forgive mistakes made by my friends. and one thing i'm really lack of initiative. well i'm lazy and i'm the waiting type. haha and i always lose words when it comes to chat with girls online or sms. coz i feel much better speak with them in person rather that typing ^^

oh ya i cant tweet lately dunno y the page always failed to load, so no tweeting until the page can load :(