hi, its been so long since i update my blog. i guess this post gonna be a long one? anyway continue reading till the end okay? :D hehe...

hmmm how should i start? i guess start with my school? okay! ( hehe pardon me, i have the habit of talking to myself :D) school has been busy like hell, no-exam course comes with the price of never-ending-workload. so i can hardly make time for my friends and even myself. mr architecture really demands a lot of time from me so friends if i hardly contact you please forgive me. he always gives me presents (assignments) and i have to stay up late for him everyday. his love is too much and just before Christmas ( before school term starts) i already receive the presents from him. so caring rite? my mr architecture is such a demanding boyfriend. hehe. and the worst thing is that i havent open his presents i'm so doomed! gosh! i just want to have my holiday peacefully and it seems like i cant have that before this semester end :( i'm gonna get twice as busy as i m now. lectures already warn us that next term we are going to hit by storming assignments ( means less time to fool around =__= ) lalalala but now i'm enjoying my life first die later :D i mean i have to seriously start my work now... holiday left few days and i have few assignments need to rush too. well my hobby is procrastinating <3

always do last minutes work and cramp everything together thats just so like me :D haha this year i have been doing stuff like that so my results aren't really satisfying. well my classmates are okay but to find friends that can share your problems with might be difficult. we might be friends on the surface only. it is quite scary though, every steps that you take you have to be careful coz land mine everywhere! have to bear with it for 2 more years. but there is one that everyone can't handle. she always thinks too highly of herself and selfish too. her favourite is going around bad mouthing others and showing off. hey bitch i seriously wanna give your face some nature red blushes and why are you keep on hanging onto my friend? seriously! we are so sick of playing the friendship game with you! haiz you have reach the limit i can endure, my attitude towards you gonna be super bad and i dunno how bad it gonna be. haha so 不要惹我！


okay shall not talk about her anymore! will only spoil my day.

this year has been quite a good year for me, unlike last like so unlucky. every things that i did, didn't turn out to be the one that i wanted. at least this year is better. although beginning of this year wasn't that pleasant ( getting result period ) i mean everyones went through that, and now we didn't regret the path that we choose (some did maybe? at least i m not :) ). and this year have been so peaceful for me :) filled with so much happiness and thanks to my wonderful friends for celebrating my birthday i'm so happy and grateful to you all. thank you so much >< love y'all! i did not expect any but this year has been extremely wonderful~ i'm busy but i'm happy :D

apart from that, this year i'm not involve in any relationship so i'm much happier than last year. falling for him indeed is a mistake but i did not regret that since i have give him all and it just did not turn out well :) now i can smile and admit that yeah i once had a crush on him. hahaha but now its all in the past, i have nothing left for him anymore :) well i seriously not gonna fall for cancer(horoscope) guy anymore! so much pain!  if i'm given a choice to love or to be loved, i will still choose to love :D but not now... just too tired from this sort of stuff.. compare to my 1st crush which last for 7 years, this time is much more tiring D: one year feels like ten years. it is not important anymore since i've truly 爱过哭过 there is nothing to regret about :) and its just not my way of doing thing if i keep on hanging onto the past if i really mean nothing but stranger to him. not even a greeting on my birthday, well i guess we are not even friend eh? so nice of you. i was planning to confess to you on my birthday if you greet me. but in the end you dont so you are not deserve to hear my confession ever even if it was all happen in the past.

wow its been such a long post :p hehe hopefully i can continue my peacefully live filled with little happiness. and i'm currently having a slight fever for korean drama. haha just finish watching you're/he's beautiful. i hereby declare that i m totally charmed by his cuteness D: awww jeremy is so cute<3 love him n hwang teakyung's smile is cute too >< hahahaha okay shall end here...



his expression is priceless when the banana split. so cuteeeeeee... n love the way he says jolie hahahaha

okay my post end here~
happy new year in advance~
bye~