hi hi!!! this post is my first entry of the year and its already march! i m having my holiday now enjoying my life in front of my lappy (sounds no life at all) but i do go out sometimes but just that i cant get over my laziness. haiz i need money, anyone have job to intro? i m in serious financial crisis now.

its been so long since i write on my blog, have been forgetting how to write. just random thoughts to at least keep my blog alive(?) hahahahaha so dont complain that i stopped updating my blog! here i updated it!

i suddenly came to realize that i no longer sad during raining day! thats good isnt it? i used to be very emotional when it rains. so many things happen during raining day and i m finally get over with it. i think its after i let go of everything? well if things get too painful sometimes, all you have to do is let go. it does sound easy but in actual fact that its the hardest thing to do. at least to me. it takes time to heal, and sometimes scars are left.