Monday, November 3
Happy Birthday to Myself :)
Another good year have passed and I'm getting older in terms of number but mentally forever 18!!! this year had been good generally and I'm back to my usual self. Though I will still look for him in the crowd or secretly hoping that I will bump into him in the office but at least it is at much more manageable level. good things is that he clearly showed that he has no interest at me. well at least this help me keep my feeling in control and I'm sure it will disappear soon. just that whenever someone chat me over facebook i'll always think that it might be you but that hope get crushed every single time. I wonder how many time more i'll truly learn that it's okay even if its not you and I'm cool with it. there is this saying that in order to get over a broken heart, the best solution is to find a new love. But how can you fall in love with other person if you still love him? when your eyes is still looking for him unconsciously? well I find the best solution is still time. it will heal your broken heart though it may not be as perfect as it was before, it will be strong again one day and you will fall in love again (hope that this time is the correct one). Lesson learnt: 1. Learn to love yourself more. 2. Never fight for your place to stay beside him. if he likes you, he will take you with him. trying too hard will only looks miserable. 3. Don't get emotionally attached. and the list go on...... it's not that I hate him now or anything it's just that I need to let go before its too late and i'll be stuck in this emo cycle. not every story end with happy ending, it is part of our life to make mistakes and learn let's just hope that the next one will be the last one (finger crossed) and it ends here. till next time :D
++ fading away at 11:48 PM |
Name : Eve
Birthday : 3 November
Horoscope : Scorpio
Location : Singapore
comments :
I don't know how many of you would read this, but still, i decided to fill this section with something ^^
don't compare me with others(since i don't like it :p)
i'm just like any other people you would find. boring and ordinary but sometimes i'm ready to make ur jaw drop(LOL)
anyway dun judge a person base on their looks(coz people always misjudge me D:)! i believe that everyone is special coz u can't find another you in the world that exactly the same as you!
i always believe this :)
My Targets :
- to change ,y bad attitude(bad temper :x)
+ save lots of money!!!
+ travel overseas
+ smile everyday :)))
+ make lots of new friends
+ enjoy every moment C:
i've run out of what to write and i think this should be enough so shall end here~
enjoy reading my blog!